Deception (Crisis of the Nose)
Deception makes me bad-tempered, over-sensitive and withdrawn. Phases of moodiness, lies, irritability and introversion distort my perception. My changeability and withdrawal make it hard for people around me to evaluate me. Affection and gentleness embarrass me and I need massive stimuli to be stimulated. I’m often secretive and morose and frighten off the people close to me. Deception is a sign of inner armour, defence and manipulation. I fool others and myself with self-deception and lies. A stack of lies is built up and I find myself in a world of illusions again. I’m in the wrong place and let myself be messed about. I have to first stop the self-deception in order to dissolve the lies that surround me. I stop being taken for a ride and having the wool pulled over my eyes. I have the opportunity to find new direction in starting a healthy relationship with myself and my surroundings.