Force (Crisis of Hands)
Force means immaturity through dependency and comes about with blackmail and violence. Power and reactionary thinking also manifest themselves through force. Force is fear of losing control and always makes for fearing the worst. A tendency for stinginess arises while my thoughts and my actions take on a forceful character. Greed and avarice are my negative values and make me insatiable. I want more and more, can never get enough and, despite everything and all the power I have, inside I continue to feel empty and hollow. The hunger for power is insatiable and makes me lonely. Force makes you mentally ill and throws you into an emotional prison from which there seems to be no escape. I’ve had enough! I want up-standing friends and real love in my life. I try not to force my ideas through any more, and don’t develop any unyielding and strict behaviour. I don’t want to be ruled by greed and power, and free myself from my constraints.