Sacrifice (10 of the Brain)
Sacrifice is a gift that I make in order to get recognition and love. Out of sympathy I sacrifice myself for others without taking care of my own well-being. I’m there for others and put my interests and needs aside. I feel comfortable in the role of the martyr and am capable of suffering. Through my victim mentality I want to help others and try to inspire sympathy. I want to be loved, and am prepared to do anything for it. But I always have to make bigger sacrifices in order to get a bit of love and recognition. I’m exhausted, at the end of my tether and look for a solution. I reconsider my life approach up to now and renounce attachment out of pity. I’m now ready to let go. I know what’s good for me and also demand this. I don’t renounce my lust for life, and have thus taken a huge step forward.
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